I wanna be...

I wanna be lovable like Stepanych Snegov in Eclair.

I wanna be cool like Jessica Darling on Sloppy First.

I wanna be apathy yet hard-worker like Eun Jo on Cinderella's Sister.

I wanna be brilliant like Cameron Morgan from Gallagher Girls.

I wanna be ambitious yet fool like Brain on The Pinky and The Brain.

I wanna be an emotion-less human like Saoirse Ronan on Hanna.

I wanna be gorgeous like every Princess on Disney Movie.

I wanna be a prestigious moron like someone I know.

I wanna be ridiculous.

I wanna be pathetic yet creative.

I wanna be you.

I wanna be her.

I wanna be him.

I wanna be everybody else.

I end up being nothing.

Masked Lady

"You are living on a stage. 

You just need to put on a right mask to show a perfect performance."

A girl, with 3 masks. 

With a perform dress. 

With no emotion except what's appeared on the mask.

I draw to express, not to impress.

I just don't care if people didn't see it as a 'right' picture.

It's just...well, a reflection of what I feel so long.

I wish my eyes could take pictures

I wish my eyes could take pictures.

So i could freeze the moment

When a wave of cloud looked like a Goddess in a Greece myth.

When a bunch of cloud looked like the donkey in Shrek movie.

When a flock of cloud looked like million feathers made from tons of cotton.

And when the wind blew it, it looks like a green-cute massive reptar.

I wish my eyes could take pictures.

So i could glaciate the moment

When I saw every stars in the sky winking at me.

When I saw the moon circled by a rainbowish feather of cloud.

And it still shone brightly and amazingly up above me.

When I saw the sky empty. And its darkness follow me everywhere

without making me scared but amazed by its calm and clearness.

I wish my eyes could take pictures.

So I could stop the moment

When an orange-blueish twilight looked damn amazing.

When I feel curious about what was behind all the trees along the toll.

When I was on the highest floor of a building at night

looking all the tiny vehicle below with its flashing light everywhere.

I wish my eyes could take pictures.

So I could save the moment

When crazy little thing called randomness happened around me.

When people expression are so precious.

When someone's smile could be so damn sweet.

When every babies I met chuckling with their own funny sounds of laughing.

I wish my eyes could take pictures.

So I could capture the moment

When I saw some cool random picture sketched on the wall.

When I saw a hidden wondrous landscape downtown.

When I saw the dust blown by the wind on the corner of the walls

and it looks like pixie dust.

I wish my eyes could take pictures.

So I could print everyone's face.

Their dimples appear when they're smiling

Their slant-eyed appear when they're laughing

Their blushing cheeks when they're on their joyous moment.

I wish my eyes could take pictures.

So I could capture and freeze every moment.

The sweet one.

The funny one.

The sad one.

The happy one.

The stupid one.

Even the bitter one.

I wish my eyes could take pictures.

So I can stop the time.

And save the moment for a while...